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Now You're Gone

by James Perry

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1.
Overture 04:30
2.
Oh, we've come to the end Oh, I'm losing my best friend You've changed me forever, for worse and for better I'll never be the same again Oh, this is my reality Oh, I'm a shadow of what I used to be I've fallen down on my face, I just can't get up and leave this place I'll never be the same again
3.
What's done is done, it's all over now I thought I could let go of you But you're in my head, and you still haunt my dreams My love, I don't know what to do Oh the pain makes me feel alive I keep on dreaming of you I must be mad Cause I'm still dreaming of you I want so bad to win you back I thought I could show you what you mean to me But the magic is gone and you're not coming back Remaining on this path can only lead to one thing You're gone, but your ghost is still inside I keep on dreaming of you I must be mad Cause I'm still dreaming of you I'm still in love with you Though you're gone I can't forget about you And I'm still dreaming of you I keep on dreaming of you I must be mad Can't get myself over you Cause I'm still dreaming of you
4.
You say you want to die Time to kiss the world goodbye My friend, I wish I could show I'd miss you more than you can know Why can't you believe me? How can you believe that no one cares? When I'm dying inside for you I know you think you don't belong here But everyone loves you It tears my soul in two To see what you go through But the simple truth remains I wish I could kill your pain How can you believe that no one cares? When I'm dying inside for you I know you think you don't belong here But everyone loves you How can you believe that no one cares? When I'm dying inside for you I know you think you don't belong here But everyone loves you
5.
You're leaving You get close, you pull away You work your way in but you never stay I'm so frustrated My heart is jaded This back and forth has gotta stop some day You're with me, now you're with him I want you for myself, I just can't win I gave up everything Now you want nothing My hope is fading as my chances are slim Don't play the victim with me You know damn well that we're both guilty Things are not what they appear It's hard to let go but we can't stay here I broke your heart, you've broken mine It seems like lately we fight all of the time You explode with passion I feel the reaction This back and forth, I think I'm losing my mind At long last, you've made me see That you can't live your life because of me You feel like a felon Locked in a prison Now you can't take it and you need to be free, yeah! You're out to settle the score It feels like we have been here before Things are not what they appear It's hard to let go but we can't stay here Don't play the victim with me You know damn well that we're both guilty Things are not what they appear It's hard to let go but we can't stay here You're leaving You're leaving, don't go You're leaving, please don't go You're leaving, please don't go Leaving
6.
Now you're gone Now you're gone My heart's on fire Now you're gone Now you're gone My heart's on fire
7.
Lost without you So lost without you I can't let go Lost without you I'm so lost without you It hurts to hold on, but I can't let go What's this? Can it be? What's this? Can it be? She's back! I feel on top of the world This is better than I could have dreamed I feel on top of the world This is better than I could have dreamed I've won the love of a girl This is better than I could have dreamed
8.
Where do we go from here? Where do we go, my dear? Where do we go from here? Where do we go, my dear? There's no way in And there's no way out These feelings within I find myself alone Where do we go from here? Where do we go, my dear? Don't want to go on without you Life must go on, but I don't know what to do There's no way in And there's no way out I'm trapped in my skin I find myself I've lost myself I've found myself alone I was never what you wanted You can't be what I need You were only mine for a moment I wanted you for eternity
9.
They say it's darkest just before the dawn When is the dawn gonna come? All I want is to be loved The same as everyone The things you do send a shock to my system The way that nothing else can I'm losing my mind over you Why can't you understand? Your love is fading You're running away again Your love is fading Slipping away again Your love is fading You're running away again Your love is fading Slipping away again It seems as though I just can't hold your interest Can't keep you very long One day it's like I'm the love of your life And the next day you're gone There's something about you that I can't resist Even though maybe I should This pain is tearing me apart inside I wish you understood Your love is fading You're running away again Your love is fading Slipping away again Your love is fading You're running away again Your love is fading Slipping away again Even after all this time You've still got a way of making me crazy Even after all this time You're driving me crazy again You twist my heart when you change your mind You're pulling me in, 'cause you're seductively crazy Even after all this time You're driving me crazy again, again, again...
10.
We broke our promise to each other I tried my best but my best wasn't enough We broke our promise to each other We tried our best but our best wasn't enough Now you know that you just can't be with me But I'm a stubborn fool, I won't give up easily I'll squeeze the life out of you until the love is gone Now our world's coming down, but I still hold on We broke our promise to each other I tried my best but my best wasn't enough I don't think I ever will feel better We tried our best but our best wasn't enough Now I ask myself why was I such a fool? But desperate hearts can sometimes be so cruel I tried to make you into somebody else I just wanted to help you, but I gave you hell My love I never found a way to prove my love I gave all that I could but it was never enough I failed time and time, I can't do anything right I took everything from you, now I fade into night Eternal night without you
11.
Waiting 03:24
I've been waiting all night, hours feel like days Baby are you coming, baby are you making your way You won't answer the phone, you won't talk to me The sun's coming up I'm at your mercy, please don't hurt me I'm Waiting for you Waiting for you Waiting for you Waiting for you I feel like I've been waiting for an eternity Once again you've made a fool of me I gave you too much power over my heart (over my heart) I can't help myself, it's been like that from the start (from the start) I'm Waiting for you Waiting for you Waiting for you Waiting for you
12.
Not OK 04:08
I go to work in the morning 've got bags under my eyes Another new day is dawning And I'm just trying to get by They say "good mornin', how you doin'" But what can I say? So I put on a brave face And pretend I'm OK But I'm not OK I'm not OK Don't think that they wanna hear it So I get on with my day Everyone's so damn cheerful But I haven't slept in days I'm losing you and it's killing me You're throwing me away The situation is hopeless But I gotta try to be OK I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK
13.
I keep on dreaming of you Though you're... gone I can't forget about you And I'm still dreaming of you
14.
We've pretended things were okay For so long But what you've done is so far beyond the pale It's all gone wrong It's hard to tell where the lies end And the truth begins Another volley of verbal warfare Here we go again It's going down We're going down You wouldn't take responsibility You've betrayed my trust I never saw things for what they were Blinded by love and lust It was all a ploy to drive me away And bring it to an end Now you've gotten what you wanted You won't see me again It's going down It's going down We're going down It's going down We're going down It's going down We're going down
15.
It's been so long since I saw you last The feelings fade, they're in the past But I sometimes miss the times we'd spend And I miss the touch of your soft hand Let the record show I tried my best But I was not up to the test For you and I we cannot be It's over now, and you're finally free Now you're gone Now you're gone The fire dies I don't mean to say it was always bad But I kept you trapped, and you drove me mad But the crazy things we used to do I know damn well I'll never forget you The days of tears are over now I've made my peace with it somehow And though you meant the world to me I've let you go and we're finally free The fire dies Now you're gone Now you're gone The fire dies Now you're gone Now you're gone The fire dies
16.
What's done is done, it's all over now I thought I could let go of you But you're in my head, and you still haunt my dreams My love, I don't know what to do Oh the pain makes me feel alive I keep on dreaming of you I must be mad Cause I'm still dreaming of you I want so bad to win you back I thought I could show you what you mean to me But the magic is gone and you're not coming back Remaining on this path can only lead to one thing You're gone, but your ghost is still inside I keep on dreaming of you I must be mad Cause I'm still dreaming of you I'm still in love with you Though you're gone I can't forget about you And I'm still dreaming of you

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The story of a breakup, told with a mix of metal guitars, pop harmonies, electronics, and virtual orchestra.

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released August 14, 2009

All songs written by James Perry, copyright 2009
Produced, recorded and mixed by James Perry
Additional recording and engineering by The Count [0], Erica Mulkey, and Steve Lam
Mastered by Brian Hazard at Resonance Mastering, www.resonancemastering.com
Cover image by Jeremy Roland
Art consultation by Michelle Tubby
Design and layout by Jeff Giles
Logo design by Terence Curtis
Photography by Geoffrey Smith II

Thank you:
Mom and Dad, Dane Johnson, Erica Mulkey, Adam Bannister, Corinne Pickett, Stephen Lam, The Count [0], Steve Watkins, Magik Baretta, Brian Hazard, Michelle Tubby, Craig Vause, Jasmine Greenwood, Lareen Smith, Jackie Lee, Robert Blaque, Justin Winokur, Ben Wiser, Jeff Giles, Molly Luna, Dylan Wheeler, Randi Stenehjem, Amy Ridout, Marty Procaccio, GW Childs IV, Mareesa Stertz, Jeremy Roland, Todd Gehman, Richmond International Airport, Terry Brooks, Evergrey Corvidae, Adam Becvare, Sergio Leone, San Jose Museum of Art, Terence Curtis, and Doev Mokwazyi.

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James Perry Sacramento, California

James Perry is a singer/guitarist/songwriter specializing in dark epic rock. James refuses to fit neatly in any single category but draws on influences across metal, goth, industrial, pop, punk, and classical music. He is forever chasing his perfect sound: meticulous but heartfelt, heavy but catchy, epic arrangements but simple melodies, perfectly imperfect. ... more

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